and it makes me dream
& makes me pray
(and fantasize)

makes me:

-write
-not write
-meditate (fixate, gyrate)

-insatiate
-create
-frustrate


-delay
-rush
-run
-evaporate
-consolidate
-coagulate

-crystalize
-deconstruct

(anticipate angels in my aura
& leave a wide open feild in my heart
growing with wild flowers

while the surrounding forest is ravaged)