mixture of ideas
dreams
broken dreams
Binary sets of dichotomous
intentions
emotions

Polarized-sensations
ideas/death of ideas

reactions-renovations
Ambiguousness
& Ambivalence

Hanging on
letting go
running towards
running away

fleeing
clutching
grabbing
stabbing

(the old--love/hate
thing)


wanting desperately to live
desperately to die
to survive
to be someone
to be no one

To stay
to leave

to be wanted
to be left alone
to be peaceful
to be violent

to be enlightened
to be forgotten

to be a beggar
to be a king

to be with her forever
to never see her again

to dissapear
to re-appear before everyone
to not say a word

to put a gun to the head of the
world and make them read every
fucking line of every goddamn thing
I say

(some spirit has fled from me
while others invade)