You Know Who You Are

I might require the
nothingness this time
(the nothingness that leads to
allness)

Dream #1.
(woman in the red dress=bliss)

Dream #2.
I watch myself being directed
to get on a line, 40th passenger back
for the train

I am holding my own luggage
brown leather attache case

I ask, "can't I give myself the luggage"
=leave for the future/now, without the past;
clean beggining. drop the old paradigm completely


Dream# 3.
riding in a car. I am in the backseat with a cocked pistol.
Two men in front. About to commit some malevolent deed.
I jump out of the moving car on a highway, 40mph
they shoot me in the head.
Wake up in hospital.
=Wake up now! Make the shift now!
no luggage, no hesitation,
make the jump immediately
it's that critical,
that important.


I recieve these dream gifts
(I invite you to my future)